It would be so much easier.
My life would be so much simpler if you were still in it like you used to be. I’d have someone to talk with about the whole ‘situation’ here & wouldn’t have to only tell half the truth to. I’d have so much less stress and anxiety because you always knew how to get rid of that with me. I wouldn’t even have to worry about a prom date- obviously- because you’d have that role filled. I got rejected 4 times in one week, best friend. 4 times. I guess you can thank karma for having your back cause she got back at me real quick. I cannot tell you how many times iv’e cried this week & felt like absolute shit. Im a wreck. You know how I like to put on a fake smile & convince everyone im okay. I’ve done that a lot this week. Im so over this. You win. My world is falling apart while yours is starting to come together. And yes- I left you- you don’t have to remind me every damn time. I know I brought this on myself. I just needed to vent. I hope you see this cause I know you still look on my Tumblr. I hope she’s treating you right in a way I never could.
Ps im sorry. Congrats, champ, you won.
I got tired of having my name as my URL, so I decided to change it to something that had more meaning to me. I thought about it for several days & finally came up with herfaithwillmovemountains. It means a lot to me because I realized I was putting my faith in worldly things such as friends & relationships & boyfriends & less & less into God- the one person who would never leave nor forsake me. I realized I needed to start having faith bigger than a mustard seed & putting it Solely in Him. In the Bible somewhere it talks about having faith so large it can move the mountains. I want my faith to reflect that.
Aw thank you so much :)
Thank you :)
I’ll be honest.
I do miss talking to you. I do hate that we did drift and we don’t talk anymore. I kind of wish we were talking again, but I guess that’ll never happen considering that we never do try to talk to each other. We’re always concerned with our own lives that we don’t even try to attempt to start a conversation with each other. All I’m saying is that I miss talking to you, venting to you and laughing with you.
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